Exam all over
Finally Recital Exam ended on wed! so relieved and happy and joyous... nobody can imagine or know the happiness I going through now....
However, that day was really tired.... suppose to be at 5pm but was dragged to 6.30pm and ended at 7pm and worst I got a bad headache that almost kill me... thanks to Minyu and YInsi all the massaging. Saves my life
Then went to church for committee meeting at 7.30pm and ended at 9pm. All of us were starving but we had a good dinner tho.... then headed home... so tired yet can't sleep... Oh and Glenn so sweet actually called me to ask me how's my exam....
Got new pieces alreadi but this week no time to pract cos too many make up lesson to make sigh...
Today, went for Stephen Hough's concert. Not a bad performance but sad some sections his sound was overpowered by orchestra sigh... however, he is cute cute cute..... haa he going to my next idol for piano perf.
Left after the first half cos the 2nd half was Elgar Engima Variations which had heard before alreadi.. join David and his fren at Lau pat sat and fetch Guay and Mae then went to Cheryl's dad funneral wake.. so sad.... left the family so early but is better than to drag his illness...Everybody was dare except Ryan... few of us stayed and had a good chat... Oh found out that Ann will have her wedding in Mar next yr, Jen in May wow... gonna be lots of fun...
Sad....heard from YS that she didn't make it for the recital exam.. don't understand with the teacher, she is really bias 3 more marks also don't give... dont' know wat evil tots she had. BIAS is a good word to describe the whole school system...some deserve A but scored a low B wat is this?....her teacher wasn't very happy too. unbelievable....
As for me, I heard from Peifeng, I score a C, as usual la standard as long as i don't make major mistakes. But I feel that I can get a high C (65-69 mrks) but I think due to the 4 letter word I'll score a low C (60-64). So be it la, I happy and Thank God for wat I get and I pass! Be contented la.
Now YF and I are bitching about the Teacher.... classmates will know who we are talking about
So shiok, bitch till 2 am hahaha and still going on.....
never had such fun for a long time....
She deserve it!
Stress!
After so many days of 6 or more than 6 hrs of pract, i'm tired, I'm really really tired..... I don't know if I can sustain till Exam day itself.
Read Minyu's blog, about the standard of year 3... precisely.... tat's why RP keeping saying our Year 2 is lousy...worst than year 1 and not as good as year 3....
I'm very stress... I reallly can't wait to pass this exam... i don't ask for much a pass i'm happy... to promote to next year and complete and get out of this shit place.....
Enuff is enuff.... a so called high standard place...with er... oki la quite few high standard teachers but countable amount of lecturers around... should I said wat a shame?? or good?? I don't know
I have to admit, mentally I really can't take the stress of practical exam....maybe tat's why I'm finding excuses for myself?? or trying to hide....I always have a self pity tots when come to practical exam.... great la got reprimanded by piano teacher tat day... seat that and cry... I deserve it... I screwed my lesson that day... spoil my own day... didn't learn much have alot of lectures from her....me and my self pity.... and low self confidence.....serve me right...
I have to reject so many potential students for wat?? for school work? have to cancel my class with my students for wat? for my exam... and there goes my income.... eat wat?? Eat air lor!
I really hate.. it... sometimes really blame myself for my stupidity for not just complete the Dip AB and why bother to step into this so called reputable school........BA? last thing in my mind I think.....but I really admire those who did it....
There goes my degrees opport... and 3rd diploma in my file.... sigh... so many diplomas for wat??? can't even exchange for a degree... should have did dietetics in Aust? or do a degree in biz instead since I didn't did badly after all for this two dip.........or continue to work........might even had a pay raise... two and half times more than wat I'm getting now.... those were the days where I just spend and travel... sigh......don't even know wat I want in life..
I guess i'm just worn out... blabbering rubbish...
Anyway, Thank MInyu for listening for my exam pieces today... Thanks alot! Been a great help
And made me realise hard work do pay off...
Now more work for beethoven and poulenc...esp poulenc.
More practices hoursto go...........
Nerves-wrecking
Arghh... preparation for practical exam can be so demoralising.. i'm really going to suffer from nervous breakdown... just can't memorise the fugue. I spent 6 hrs a day for two days alreadi and i'm still in the first page... wat a failure...
this exam really very worrying... cos the most unprepared. most of the time by this time should be all memorised alreadi.. sigh....
More to Go!
Watching Amazing race now... so nervous.... don't know who will win
Papers Exams OVer!!
Finally, my paper exams had come to an end...finale...with a grand finale of Traditional Chinese Music. The paper was not as tough as i tot and lecturer was lenient that we are so comfortable... But the listening of all the 7 cds for the exam was a turmoil cos too many and sounded same style to me...mountain songs, xiao diao and hao zi... Finished the paper in an hour time.... so fast... Then had presentation
Poor presentators were stressed by the classmates cos no one is in the mood alreadi... I"m also waiting for my coffee.... at TCC ahaha...Went with bernard and minyu... nice food la... cos hungry everything also nice hahah..
Went to teach Ting YIng.. then went to church at 8pm for prayer meeting.. cos got to play for the prayer meeting....
Then went for a movie with david and rongfa... titled 'Kingdom of Heaven'. OHHHH... Orlando Bloom looked so handsome... but the whole show too many fighting scene till I don't know who fight with fight who. but on the whole not bad.... can see if free.
Home! 3am..
1st day of Exam
Sigh.. Just had History exam today... just finish an hour ago. Handed up the harmony portfolio too..
History exam:
Part I - Wat I have chosen to study, it didn't come out. Only can do 2 only. The other 3 really all my theory and my 'cooked' up history. Also, I have to base on what I can remember from the Lecture.
Part II- SCore Reading. Very familiar did that before, consider a give away question if got study thoroughly which I bet everyone will have that luxurious time.... Tried to answer...think can scrap through that question. But don't know wat is retrograde??? so didn't do... blank..
Part III- Short essays. 1st question given so still can write.. The 2nd question manage to look through 10 min before entering the exam hall so how much can I remember??? sigh... So most of it also my theory la.
I think Dr Kan gonna shake her head off marking my paper or get heartache ..... or have a good laugh lor...
Tml another paper belong to her - Method of Analysis.... hope can do oki....
